Friday, January 20, 2012

Lucid Again

I haven't updated this in months. Whoops.. anyway, I've been trying to go lucid again lately and I successfully pulled it off. I fell asleep on my back and had a normal dream I do not remember, but then at the last part, my mom and I were walking together I think in the house or around it, when suddenly we were in the backyard of my dad's house, in which we both screamed for some reason and dad came out and I could sense "nightmare fuel" from my dad.
I can usually tell when a dream is about to become a nightmare, but then I also thought this and said "HEY, THIS IS A DREAM! MOM, IT'S OK, THIS IS JUST A DREAM!" but instead of taking control of it, I chose to wake myself up. Still dark. I sleep again until I am awoken by my older sister rudely playing music in her room. [there is no door separating us. [[masturbation is playin HELL round here, probably explaining this next part.]]]

I noticed it was light out, and I have an appointment this morning I cannot miss, so I checked the time, noted it was only shortly after 8, and laid back down.
This time was crazy and awesome. I could actually FEEL myself drifting into sleep. It made my body feel very fuzzy and almost hard to move, but then I was in my bed like normal. Except, there was a green curtain over my door.
Dream realization mode: engaged.
Faster than EVER!

I started masturbating. [yes, really, and it was so CASH, I could feel it, but the release of course was very different, and not quite 'finishing', but euphoric nonetheless. I heard my sister come up and down the stairs throughout this but tried to disregard. Though I knew I was dreaming, something in my brain must've thought it was real because I was a bit worried about her seeing and remarked to myself "wow..I never do this so early, how strange."

and I wanted more. Once more, then downstairs to see what it would look like. I enjoyed, maybe even too much, the inconsistency of dreams, and being able to actively spot them and be amused was such a feeling I just seriously can't put into words to convey.
Mom and my sister were down there, acting their normal selves, so, after a couple back glances and giggles as the stuff behind me kept changing, I walked outside to see an array of vending machines and arcade games in my backyard.

I pressed a button for some dr pepper then realized I needed a cup. [I know not why I didn't just will one into my hand, I've done things like that before] so I went back in to get a cup, only to return to a blond lady giving me a disapproving look, and the cup disappeared. I asked her about one of the SWEET LOOKIN' arcade games there and when I could play it, then went back inside, only to stop at the door, come back out and everything was replaced by cabinets.

I did this once more and it was one of those cool intricate slides you see at parks. I walked up and Twilight Sparkles was there. I hugged her out and we talked, then I went back in and out, and the slide was Fluttershy's cottage, and I'm sure you can guess who I spoke with there.
Then it was back upstairs to my room for me, where Pinkie Pie waited on my bed.
[I sleep with a Pinkie Pie toy, hence the location] We cuddled and laughed about things together a lot, then she left. I wanted to try masturbating as a guy so I willed myself a dick and went at it. When I was done, Stone River was there.

I squealed and we walked around the upstairs for awhile, which had transformed from two rooms to an infinite amount. At some point in our journey he too had disappeared, but I was having too much fun simply going with the flow. I explored many different rooms just for the adventure of seeing where they would take me.
Some were rooms, others led to other worlds. One had a bunch of cute kittens in it.

One mewed at me and I came over to pet it and realized it was a dog and walked out, yet it followed me, and everything about it was a cat, but I said "no, you're a dog!'

and that's all I remember.

4 comments:

  1. Dusty you are awesomie :D
    I love to luisd drem an I lucid almost errynight.

    will you marry me? and was your fformsspiring account susveneded -D: I'm a little pit drunk but I guess you fuess that I am petrionvitunkome ::DD

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    2. To Dusty:
      (Can't seem to just commenct, i have to reply apparently)

      Why the heck did you get suspended for? ;_;

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  2. >I willed myself a dick
    Sounds like every day life.

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